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Amelia, If Only

by Becky Albertalli

Narrator Caitlin Kinnunen

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Language English

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“Becky Albertalli is consistently great at pulling on your heartstrings and creating a group of friends that you wish were yours. Amelia, If Only fits the bill for both of those things and then some. I admired Amelia so much - she put herself out there, wasn't shy, was funny and quick-witted. Her friend group was just as charming and their road trip to meet Amelia's favorite YouTuber had me hooked. This was such a fun read that stayed with me for days. A genuine delight!”
— Aly L. • Beach Books

Summary
About the author

Amelia Applebaum isn’t in love with Walter Holland. He just happens to be her favorite moderately famous, chaotically bisexual YouTuber. Who she just happened to invite to prom. (But it’s fine. No, for real. If you delete the post, it didn’t happen.)

Okay, maybe her friends are right: She’s slightly parasocially infatuated. But Amelia just knows sparks would fly—if only she could connect with Walter for real.

If only he would host a meet and greet.

If only it were just a short road trip away.

And if only Amelia could talk her best friends into making it the perfect last hurrah before graduation—even her newly single, always-cynical, guitar-toting best friend Natalie.

One thing’s for sure: All roads lead to butterflies.

But what if Amelia’s butterflies aren’t for Walter at all?

Romance YA Fiction

Becky Albertalli is the #1 New York Times bestselling author of William C. Morris Award winner and National Book Award longlist title Simon vs. the Homo Sapiens Agenda (now a major motion picture, Love, Simon); The Upside of Unrequited; Leah on the Offbeat; the Simonverse novella Love, Creekwood; What If It’s Us and Here's to Us (cowritten with Adam Silvera); Yes No Maybe So (cowritten with Aisha Saeed); Kate in Waiting; and Imogen, Obviously, a Stonewall Honor Book. Becky lives with her family near Atlanta. You can visit her online at beckyalbertalli.com.