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Learn moreAn award-winning writer returns with a major, absorbing, atmospheric novel that takes on the most dramatic and profoundly personal subject matter.
San Francisco in the 1970s. Free love has given way to radical feminism, psychedelic ecstasy to hard-edged gloom. The Zodiac Killer stalks the streets. A disgraced professor takes an office in a downtown tower to plot his return. But the walls are thin and heās distracted by voices from next doorāhis neighbor is a psychologist, and one of her patients dislikes the hum of the white-noise machine. And so he begins to hear about the patientās troubles with her female lover, her conflicts with her adoptive, avowedly WASP family, and her quest to track down her birth mother.
The professor is not just absorbed but enraptured. And the further he is pulled into the patientās recounting of her dramasāand the most profound questions of her own identityāthe more he needs the story to move forward. The patientās questions about her birth family have led her to a Catholic charity that trafficked freshly baptized orphans out of Germany after World War II. But confronted with this new selfā āI have no idea what it means to say āIām a Jewāāāthe patient finds her search stalled.
Armed with the few details heās gleaned, the professor takes up the quest and quickly finds the patientās mother in records from a German displaced-persons camp. But he canāt let on that heās been eavesdropping, so he mocks up a reply from an adoption agency the patient has contacted and drops it in the mail. Through the wall, he hears how his dear patient is energized by the news, and so is he. He unearths more clues and invests more and more in this secret, fraught, triangular relationship: himself, the patient, and her therapist, who is herself German. His research leads them deep into the history of displaced-persons camps, of postwar Zionism, andāmost troubling of allāof the Nazi Lebensborn program.
With ferocious intelligence and an enthralling, magnetic prose, Ellen Ullman weaves a dark and brilliant, intensely personal novel that feels as big and timeless as it is sharp and timely. It is an ambitious work that establishes her as a major writer.
Ellen Ullman is the author of The Bug, a New York Times Notable Book and runner-up for the PEN/Hemingway Award, and the cult classic memoir Close to the Machine, based on her years as a rare female computer programmer in the early years of the personal computer era. She lives in San Francisco.
Malcolm Hillgartner has narrated over 175 audiobooks. He was named an AudioFile Best Voice of 2013. His work ranges from children's titles such as On the Blue Comet (AudioFile Best of 2011, Earphones), and Neal Stevenson's sci-fi epic REAMDE (Audible.com Best of 2011) to the biographies Kissinger (AudioFile Best of 2013, Earphones) and Cheever (AudioFile Best of 2009, Earphones). He is also an accomplished actor, writer, and musician. With his wife and partner, Jahnna Beecham, he has written over 130 books for teens and young readers, as well as the musicals Chaps! and The Best Christmas Pageant Ever Musical, which have been produced in the U.S. and Canada.
Reviews
“What is most distinctive about Ullman’s voice…is the way it sounds fully formed, mature both intellectually and emotionally.”
“Smart…Ullman arranges her players efficiently, expertly. But what astounds is how she binds them to one another…How beautifully this book restores to us the uses, the sensuality of sound—our awareness of how much information we are passively gleaning and unconsciously filing away…The novel itself is an information technology, one that withholds information strategically for the sake of our pleasure. It’s a narrative striptease. And Ullman has such fun with it.”
“A literary inquiry into identity and legacy…A gripping mystery…The storytelling is compelling and propulsive…Ullman is also a careful stylist.”
“A thrilling page-turner of a book…Book clubs of America take note. By Blood is what you should be reading. Ullman is someone we should all be reading.”
“Deep, lengthy, and rewarding therapy is as close as most people get to reading their lives as a novel. Here is a novel that offers itself as a deep, lengthy, and rewarding version of a therapy. The memory of reading it remains quite intense.”
“An irresistible Hitchcockian page-turner, brooding and solipsistic.”
“By Blood is a poetic and masterful story that takes some unexpected turns. The prose suggests Poe and Kafka, which heightens the mysterious tone that surrounds both the professor and the client and gives the novel a timeless feel.”
“A rich, taut, psychologically nuanced novel…A first-rate literary thriller of compelling psychological and philosophical depth.”
āPrize-winning narrator Malcolm Hillgartner slips seamlessly between male/female and American/German voices and projects the protagonistās mania with conviction.Ā Highly recommended for listeners who relish unpredictable, complex literature cast from a singular mold.ā
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