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Learn moreIn this robust, elegantly plotted, and ultimately life-affirming novel, Zoe Whittall presents a dazzling portrait of the Millennial Generation—the twenty-five-year olds who grew up on anti-anxiety meds, text-messaging each other truncated emotional reactions, unsure of what's public and what's private.
Holding Still explores an unusual love triangle involving Billy, a former teen idol, now an anxiety-ridden agoraphobic; Josh, a shy transgendered paramedic who travels the city patching up damaged bodies; and Amy, a fashionable filmmaker coping with her first broken heart. With this extraordinary novel, Whittall gives us startlingly real portraits of three unforgettable characters and proves herself to be one of our most talented writers.
Zoe Whittall is an experienced author whose first book, Bottle Rocket Hearts, was a Top 100 book from The Globe and Mail. She currently resides in Toronto.
Stephen Ira is a trans performer, filmmaker, and writer whose work has appeared in FENCE, Poetry, and other publications. He has performed at venues such as Dixon Place, La Mama, and The Stud. A short film he created alongside Chris Berntsen entitled I Have to Think of Us as Separate People premiered at OutFest in 2020 and has been screened worldwide.